Love it when one of my politically charged posts resurfaces and becomes consumed by anger and hate
Darling, remember what we saw
…..that beautiful summer morning
a rotting thing at the turn of the path
…..on a bed that was sown with pebbles
with its legs in the air like a woman ready
…..burning and sweating it opened
in a cynical offhand way
…..a womb exhaling poison.
The sun shone on this rottenness
…..cooking it to the point
Great Nature got back a hundred ways
…..what it had joined as one.
Heaven looked down on this wonderful carcass
…..as it would on a flower blooming
there in the grass where the stench was so strong
…..you thought it would send you swooning.
The flies crawled over its belly bloated
…..by hordes of black maggots flowing
thick as a boiling liquid
…..over all of it moving
it flew up and flew down like a cloud
…..or rushed forth sparkling at you—
you might have said it swelled with a breath
…..that lived by multiplying itself
giving off a strange soft music
…..like running water or the wind
or the sound a winnower makes
…..shaking grain back and forth in his pan
its form was erased, came again changed
…..like a dream or a sketch long forgotten
left on a canvas the artist remembers
…..when he wants to draw it.
Behind the rocks a jittery bitch
…..was looking angrily at us
spying the moment to pull from the bones
…..the piece she had let go of.
Darling, one day you’ll be this filth
…..this horrible infection
star of my night’s, my nature’s sun
…..my angel and my passion
yes, you’ll be, Queen of the Graces
…..after the last sacraments
under the ground and the flowering grasses
…..rotting among the skeletons.
Then, my Beauty, tell the worms"
…..who’ll eat you with their kisses
that I still keep the form of my love
…..decomposed and its divine essence.
So I took a practice GRE at 4:30 AM (smart, right?) and I got 157 for verbal and 158 for math. Does anyone know if this is a good score?
Also my memory has been total shit lately
Like walking over to my bench in the lab and forgetting what I went over there to get
(it was pipettes)
I can’t finish any of my sentences
And I know it’s not caffeine-related because I’ve still been drinking it so….
I guess I’m more of a grandma than I thought
I just took a midnight to 8 am shift because I’m poor an I apparently hate myself
It’s only 1:30 and I already regret this.
increase the diet coke
I was always really self conscious about how my mouth was crooked because of my cleft lip and palate. Like, I know my jaw is misaligned. They were going to break it and reset it but couldn’t do it before my insurance was going to run out.
And it always really bothered me. I would try to find ways to take photos that would make it less noticeable. But now I kind of feel like it gives my face character.
My nose that doesn’t quite look right. My misaligned jaw.
And there’s literally nothing I can do to change it, so I might as well accept it.
The blocking feature works best against those who make threats. I would also advise reporting them for harassment.
YO IMMA LET YOU FINISH BUT I WOULD LOVE TO KNOW WHO HAS MADE THREATS
Threatened with termination, maybe.